Hello everyone!! I know I was supposed to be doing this every day, but the last few days have been so busy that by the time I have a little bit of time to myself to write, I'm just exhausted. So, on this Monday morning, before I do anything else, I'm taking the time out to finish what I've been working on so I can move onto the next spread and next week of self-discovery. And as always, if anyone would like me to pull a card for them on a certain day, please comment on the entry and I'll pull a card for you!
I believe I left off at justifying the money spent to complete a project... so the next question would be "What is at the core of what I want to accomplish?" This was my answer (From my Wordpress.com blog):
Hello everyone!! I hope you all had a wonderful weekend. I know I know, I’m backed up already which is sad because I’ve only posted once and I’m supposed to be doing this everyday. Even though I’m tired, I’m still going to get through this one. I feel like if I don’t, then I’ll keep putting it off until I only have 1 post on here and nothing ever gets done, so I’m MAKING myself do this.
Okay, so the question for today is: What is at the core of what I want to accomplish? The card I pulled was the Eight of Swords. This card signifies the things in life that are beyond our control, yet it’s these things that hold us back from accomplishing our goals. Again it’s associated with Gemini, the twins. But in this case I feel like it’s reminding me to stay balanced.
I feel like this card is telling me that the only thing keeping me from accomplishing my goals is… well… me. It’s because of this that the answer right now is “no,” but I”m not really sure what the question is. If it’s about starting a new relationship, it makes sense because I certainly don’t want to go backwards and continue to repeat the same mistakes I’ve always made. I don’t want to feel like I’m moving backwards, I want to feel like I’m learning new things. I guess the core of what I want to accomplish is working through my fears so I’m not doomed to continue finding those men who care about me but can’t do anything about it besides let me down and disappoint me. Fear is simply an illusion, though; quite possibly made up in our minds of ideas we have concerning how we feel things “should” be, and if things are different than what we have in our heads, we immediately go into panic mode. I’m learning to go with the flow and accept what the present is showing me, rather than getting stuck in my head and trying to make all the pictures happen when half of them are contradicting each other.
This would be longer but I need to lay down. I can’t wait to finish this up and bring everything together. Much love to all of you, thank you for reading and you can always comment and ask for me to pull a card for you with the question of the day and I’ll respond right back. Blessed Be!!
(next question will be answered in the next blog).